Growing Up

As a child, I thought that, as people grew up, they grew up. I presumed that as children grew into adolescents, and adolescents into adults, they matured accordingly, leaving their childish ways behind and adopting new, more refined, more angelic, more ‘right’ habits and perspectives. This is certainly true to an extent, as we can all witness and attest, however it was a shock to my system when I realised that this isn’t as thorough a transformation as I’d naïvely thought – with anyone, and less so for some than for others.

We are taught to turn to the Lord first and foremost; to do as He would have us do, according to His will. Inherent in this is good, or charity, towards others.

“Every good that a person does to the neighbour is of charity, or is charity. The quality of the charity therefore may be recognised from the three things preceding, namely: 1, To what extent s/he shuns evils as sins; 2, To what extent s/he knows and recognises what are sins; 3, And to what extent s/he has seen them in her/himself, confessed them, and repented. … Consequently the ‘first’ of charity is to look to the Lord and shun evils because they are sins. … The ‘second’ of charity is to do goods because they are uses.” (Charity 7-8, 13 (portions))

As an innocent youngster, I thought that adults were always benevolent, always wishing the best for others – never spiteful, or mean, or rude. As I grew, I came to realise how difficult it is to release some of the childish habits we form in our youth. Some of us work hard to overcome our temptations, striving to be the angels that the Lord wants us to be, while some of us let our baser selves dictate our actions, allowing ourselves to behave, well, child-like.

Take, for example, the adult bullies amongst us. I have recently had some interaction with an adult whom I would characterise as having control freakish, bullying tendencies. She sometimes comes across as a lovely, well-meaning woman, but other times her behaviour is shockingly immature, the way she gives people the silent treatment, intimidates them, threatens to take certain actions if they question her or don’t do what she wants them to do.

On a larger scale, consider the situation with North Korea. I’m not into politics and I really don’t pay much attention to what’s going on there, but I did hear on the radio about the tough new sanctions against them. I realise they’ve been pushing their luck with nuclear weapons, lately, but what intrigues me most is the reaction the United Nations is having against them, the way they’re choosing to deal with it: to ‘punish’ North Korea by withholding privileges, essentially – just like a parent might discipline a child. Apparently their behaviour was thought to be child-like! -and the U.N. decided it needed to play the role of adult.

All that being said, I don’t know how the Lord would have us treat North Korea. “I must not hate an unfriendly or hostile country, but must still love it, bringing no harm upon it, but having regard for its good, in so far as it has good, but not having such regard to it as to confirm it in its own falsity and evil.” (Charity 86) He would undoubtedly have us defend ourselves, but I’m not sure of the best way to handle the situation beforehand, so that it does not escalate into a need to defend ourselves. Nor am I certain of how to deal with bullies, aside from removing oneself from the situation, as I have done with mine. All the while, the Lord reminds us to love our neighbour – and I do feel sad for the bully in my world, for the North Koreans who are ‘acting out’ as well as for the U.N. which is reacting in the way it sees most fit. Above all else, the Lord would have us respond to our neighbour with charity, as we were taught in the first place. We’re reminded to grow up and deal with all neighbours on the basis of their good and their truth.

“I love a Gentile in preference to a Christian, if he lives well according to his religion, if he worships God from the heart, saying, ‘I will not do this evil because it is against God.’ I do not love him on account of his doctrine however, but on account of his life.” (Charity 89)

About Jenn Beiswenger

I'm generally a pretty content person, always growing and loving the journey most of the time. My passion was babies for so long, now I'm recalibrating to figure out what else I want to do with my life. I enjoy preparing healthy food for my family, creating Zentangle-inspired artwork, traveling, learning about the Lord's amazing kingdom, connecting with & helping others. My husband, 10-year-old son and I live in Sydney, Australia, where we happily serve the Hurstville New Church congregation. I'm really grateful for the modern technology which helps me stay connected with family & friends overseas!

2 thoughts on “Growing Up

  1. Hi Jenn.

    I’ve been thinking about your article today. I remember when I was 17ish and noticed that while there was a handful of adults who felt like they were centuries more mature than me, others acted like my teenage peers–it was and is still so strange (and exasperating)! My theory is that while a person mentally and emotionally matures along with their physical body up until 20ish (at the point which they become fully rational)–from then on, further maturity requires a real life of religion–wisdom from the Lord etc..

    Since I first read your article I’ve been remembering and really appreciating some of the elderly people in my life who, having spent decades looking towards the Lord, just shine with a Wisdom and maturity that is wondrous.

    On a side note, I was realizing how ridiculous it is that the fully-rational but completely unwise early 20s state is so idealized in our culture–“go have fun experiences and play before you have to be enslaved in the nasty world of marriage, family, and use.”

    It used to be people held up the “Elder” state… interesting to think about.

    Anyway, thanks for your article.

    1. Awesome reflections, Eden – thanks! Yeah, gosh, such a good point about how the early 20s are so idealised, today…. I suppose there aren’t any coincidences about that, but I do wish we revered our elders a little more than we do, in society today. -And I love how you did just that, observing how our elders who have looked to the Lord all their long lives shine with wisdom & maturity! Hopefully culture will ebb back in that direction (in time); hopefully in my lifetime, if I’m lucky. 😉

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